Slowly walk through my heart,
Let me feel that we are not apart.
Shining of blue eyes, rain it,
Over my broken heart…
It screamed a lot, like a,
Deadliest, unbearable wound.
Pic the pieces of broken heart,
Wandering to be merge in a newly,
Built craft….
I still wanted to be the same,
Pretending like the loving the person you being.
You have change, you have change.
This evening I have decided,
Let you give one more chance to wave,
In the streets of my broken heart,
If the wounds would heal,
And your eyes would that feel.
But it is the last, what I have,
Besides the memories of love we had.
Know you are, what you did,
Transformed a green into the deep dark.
Yes It that’s it is,
Then after, It’s open the dearest world,
To play, in a new move, in the search of,
May be true, or in another love shot.
My arms leaned in the deep,
Widened Shadow…
My head feels caught into
The loop of unknowns…
Raised pumping of my blood,
Into the veins of my heart,
Sign of my tiredness…
Depressed eyes of mine,
Made me away to reality…
Doors Awaits to open, but
Dead dead my efforts are dead…
my motive just lost in dark boom,
One last try, could be Filled or Emptied…
But One last try……. To
Dignified my retirement
For next survival
One last try…
Before you stop…..
Think of the face, that
smiles in willingness of yours,
Feel that tightness of hands,
Will feel helpless, when you stop.
Reward that care in care,
which served you in favor.
Smooch of faith will keep,
youngster to you straight.
What to pay if you regret and stop.
One shoulder up another,
Deep down,
Work tampered my thigh,
And Stressed my back,
Thousand tones of weight, seems
Burden of donkey’s neck,
Hard to bear, without a tear…..
But should Calm the chest,
Without hardship, could any one
himself got raised.
With surplus of heavy talk,
Let us keep over slow walk.
Hard days of life,
It’s a play in forward mode,
Just to watch the moves,
And to prepare as smooth.
Its a consignment to complete,
In way of boom,
To resist the temper,
And perform as long jumper.
Time to stick with goal,
If destabilized,
There will be,
No moon, no sky,
Only remains a shadow,and
A dusty loom…
Hard days of life, are
to make, not
to destroy.
Destruction in lap,
That mean,
Lack a few moments of courage.
I don’t see beyond the Eyes,
When they shutdown in Night,
The view of Light,
Remains caught inside…
But this Night,
I dreamed some,
Horrible, terrifying,
View look like..
Which I never gazed,
Never as a single look,
Then where they come from?
Having pillow at near,
At hearts side,
I wandered for these horrifying,
Giant…..
Where did they come from?
where did I counter wit this sight?
No…..No….. Never
I realized.
Do these all inside?
Am I hiding these inside?
What a bullshit!
I am not,
I never be thought of,
I never did as like,
Then why? But
What if I would?
What if I become the same?
The demon, people keeps inside,
When comes out,
Depends on what they desire.
What should I do?
How do I not be as like?
Thought!
Thought!
Ending night…………and
Morning arise.
Got publish in International Journal of research for studies in English Language and Literature (Link- Demon Inside)
Being a ‘EARTH’, proud to be,
Sky keeps us away….
from the reality, to the world
in true sense,
Judging from the car,
to Man…
Earning live, being worked 12 hour..
‘DIFFICULT’.
Does the softness of sheet,
makes us to feel;
the ‘PAIN’ behind; and
Dedication and consistency of work.
One can,
Feel touchy when sit on ground…
play with grass;
laid on ground,
to be mercied by cloud,
for chance
to ‘GROW’..
But still fighting
against the worst days
in life with ‘SMILE’,
to survive in less.
Local people, not the poor
in heart, richer than ‘RICH’;
they worked, they will;
hopefully at heights
of work,
till the body favor to;
stand;
for life being a ‘EARTH’.
Scarcity of thoughts,
In people, made of pieces,
Of beautiful, aggressive, and
useful Flower pot.
If it is, that it was,
The smells,
Waved to enlighten others,
To be exposed.
Exposed to show,
Their talent,
Their art,
Their wonderfulness,
To predict,
A success,
Behind the huge wall of,
Failure.
Thoughts,
Makes people alive,
To worth first to himself,
then the others. And
Scarcity makes,
Other to dead for,
And then him for other..
It’s a wheel,
Rotating slow,
Each perimeter passes,
Creates a way to thousand,
To drop you in well,
Full of folk tells..
The vision of thoughts,
Pusses through a
Narrow and panic tunnel,
Ending the imprisonment,
To delighted, the world,
First to you, then the others…
Failure means,
When my heart,
stop believing, that
I couldn’t….
I wouldn’t…..
People says,
I am
“A FAILURE”.
But I never stop,
I am trying,
My heart still believe, that
I can….
Looking for one more,
Trial,
For a chance,
For hopeful glance,
To emerge,
To evoke…….
My endurance still
Continues…….
Did I stop??
Then why?
You considered me,
“A FAILURE”
There are ways,
Crossing each.
Mine is there,
To show,
To do.
My admirance still
Awaits…
Did I asked,
A Favour?
Then why?
You treated me,
“A FAILURE”
There are day,
Passing each,
Mine will there.
Faming my name,
In your heart,
In a believe, that
I did, little late,
But I did,
Then, perhaps!
You believe, that
I am not
“A FAILURE”
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One early morning, a bird
with shining wings,
Fell on my roof top,
Bleeding heavy,
Hiding a ‘Bean’
I carried inside,
Treated with wise.
Gave it approperiate treat,
With conceous it talking keen,
It’s not ordinary Bean,
Keep it care, will guide you
When everthing being dark,
And you look for What?
Dying bird’s voice,
Bounded me of that doing,
Today, sun is too high,
And my body, has tired
What can a old body can now do?
Resting on rest-chair,
Suddenly, I rember the same prayer,
“When everthing being dark,
And you look for What?” voice of bird.
I took a step inside,
and searched that cordiyard,
where that bean must hide.
With a little effort, got
That sining bean,
Withought any termite.
I buried it deep in ground,
And poured some water,
And Waited!
Waited!
Evening waited!
Morning waited!
Next day waited!
Day after day waited!
For magic, what bird siad for?
One day my family left me,
for their own life, my son and his wife.
I begged for death, that night,
Waking next morning,
I realized there is work,
To pour some water, at
Bean’s grow high,
Some weeks later, a leaf
Flourished, digging the way
Outside,
I continue to water,
Days after days,
some years passed,
It now grew strong,
And a fruit grew at branch,
Hurrly I un-branched it,
Watched dying that green fellow,
My heart filled with grief,
But suddently I realized,
I have more bean,
I grew them all,
And again waited for anoter fruits…
Days passed I never let
the hope go,
No matter I crossed 100 of years,
Without being tired, withought
Feeling restricted by age….
I grew that plant of hope,
Again and again,
Through the dark,
To see the “What?”
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When tears dance on my shining chicks,
When darkness spreads in my deeper heart,
I ride in the sky wearing wings of thoughts,
Work what I left behind,
Boundary which I jumped at high,
Combining the both legs and hands,
I dug a larger trench, into
The vast shore, rising up on
Surface of ocean, building my own rope.
Summing up the tides at shore,
Wold I rise like storm?
Or I flow with silent touching the shore?
Keep high,
Keep high,
My brightened eyebrow,
I would fight again, like
Hammer at stroke,
Pinching that ego, what could left behind me,
I gonna be rise with flying at sky wings,
Till the end of universe,
Kissing the face of star, each,
And every that face,
What made me to just left.
Rainbow in a day, after raining heavy,
Will rise like a sun’s first ray,
Filling the voids of galaxy,
Will make my Shining, gloomy, colorful,
Rainbow…
Darkness of heart,
Will come out with my fart,
New flash of this morning,
Will spread with a new laugh,
Like a butterfly,
Dancing picking my heart…
Sadness for moment,
Creating a ‘Hope’,
Forever……………………